Monday, October 19, 2015

After High School Rant :)

DUDE, COLLEGE. That's all that goes through my head when I think about the future
Where should I go? Where do I want to go? Where do my parents want me to go? A four-year? What should my major be? My minor? All of these questions are thrown at me on occasion whenever a family member asks me, "What're you doing after?" I can't just reply with, "I don't know" (even though that is what I say). But more so, I'm afraid of change. I'm scared of what will happen after school because, although change is good, I'm just nervous for it.
After high school, I'm unsure of what I actually want to do. I mean, yeah college is an option, but so is the work force. So is the military, you know? How does one just choose? I can’t even decide on which cup of noodle I want for lunch when I get home! How am I supposed to make a decision as large as what I will do to prepare me for the rest of my life?
If you know, brownie point to ya, but I don’t.
But, what I do know is that I will make sure to enjoy these moments.
Being a senior like I am right now, I can only see things going up, you know? Maybe it’s because this is the last year of high school, but even so, it’s been pretty amazing thus far.
I’ve never said it before, and I kind of regret it.
But, man, isn’t it great to be a monsoon?
Until next time,
Baby

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